Happy 3rd birthday little Angel baby

Time just keeps passing on and my little boy's birthday keeps coming and going. Pierce would have turned 3 this year. It has been crazy as I have seen all the FB posts from friends with kids around his age talking about potty training. That is one thing I wont say I am envious of. But that's about where it ends. Everything else I'd take in a heartbeat.

I really can't believe he would be 3. I wish I could get just a glimpse of what our life would be like. But I am sure that would just make the pain worse. It is hard enough wishing and wondering, but knowing what your missing out on I think could hurt worse.

It is interesting how it never gets easier to purchase balloons, bake cupcakes or have a party with out the main man. It really just sucks. But every time everyone joins together to remember and celebrate my sweet boy it is so worth it!

Running with Angels {Pierce is Fierce}

This year Running with Angels was awesome! The weather was much more cooperative than last year, we had a great turnout, and we brought our kids along. Fun for everyone! We got new shirts printed this year using Pierce's logo and I love how they turned out! I did miss having his cute face for everyone to see so I might have to figure out a way to incorporate that for another time.

 Kristin and Shirley. A couple of great women I have meet through the baby loss community. 

I absolutely love doing this run. I love having something that we do in honor of Pierce. I loved having the kids along this year. It is just as important for them as for us. I love my friends, neighbors and family who support us and remember Pierce through this run. I am so grateful to be able to do this tradition. Heres to many more Running with Angels. 

Nice Weather and Good Times

We enjoyed some nice weather while Ko was off track. We decided to ride bikes/run to the cemetery. Britton and Max came and went with us!

We also hit the park! We are loving the warm weather, bring on summer!

Experiencing the new aquarium with friends and cousins!

4 babies in 6 months!!!

Making baby food- such a better consistency Plus I feel like it is more nutritious when I make it with my milk! 

Our favorite cow- CHICK FIL A! 

Getting a little anxious with the hair and cutting bangs...myself.

Newest and most likely last member of the Lovell clan was born. Mr. Cy. (sigh) Such a handsome little fellow. I could just snuggle him all the live long day. I LOVE newborns. Can I please keep him? 5/22/14

Mother's Day!

All the men in my family(except Phil) where in Africa over Mother's day, so we were the obvious hosting choice. ;) We had most of the girls in my family over and luckily 2 of my nephews so Phil wasn't the only man. :)

It was nice and low key.

I am so grateful to be a mother. It is definitely a hard and very overwhelming job but I love these kiddos so much. Even on the days they make me wanna pull my hair out or sale them to the zoo. :)

I am also blessed with many wonderful women in my life. These 3 being some of them. How great to be surrounded by great examples on both sides of our family and with my friends. So grateful.