The last few weeks I have been thinking about and missing this little boy a whole lot. It is hard how that never goes away. I mean of course I am glad. I wouldn't ever want to stop missing him, but at the same time it is hard to feel that constantly. Today I was running on my treadmill(thank the heavens it didn't happen outside) and the song "Gone too soon" came on my ipod. I didn't want to change it but I couldn't help the tears. It was instantly one of those loud, ugly cries. It has been a long time since I have had a good cry like that. It is always shocking when it hits. {not to mention running I could hardly breathe! haha} I really really love him. I really really miss him. I hope he knows that.
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A mothers love is never ending and he knows that. Sometimes a good cry feels so so good. Loves - xoxo
I have been thinking of Ruby a ton these past couple weeks too, not that she isn't always on my mind, but just a little more lately. I hate when the ugly cry hits but sometimes we just have to let it out!
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